November lyrics - Bright Eyes

(originally by Azure Ray)

So I'm waiting for this test to end

So these lighter days can soon begin

I'll be alone, but maybe more carefree

Like a kite that floats so effortlessly

I was afraid to be alone

But now I'm scared that's how I'd like to be

All the faces none the same

How can there be so many personalities?

So many lifeless, empty hands

So many hearts in great demand

And now my sorrow seems so far away

Until I'm taken by these bolts of pain

But I turn them off and tuck them away

Until these rainy days that make them stay

And then I'll cry so hard to these sad songs

And the words still ring, once here, now gone

And they echo through my head everyday

I don't think they'll ever go away

Just like thinking of your childhood home

But we can't go back, we're on our own

Oh...

But I'm about to give this one more shot

I'll find it in myself, I'll find it in myself

So we're speeding towards that time of year

To the day that marks that you're not here

And I think I'll want to be alone

So please understand if I don't answer the phone

I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls

Until I can see nothing at all

Only particles, some fast, some slow

All my eyes can see is all I know

Oh...

But I'm about to give this one more shot

Gotta find it in myself, I gotta find it in myself

(Do, do, do, do-do-do...)